I can stop any time I want...

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Symphony

Mary and Martha click and clatter, filling the executive hall with a flurry of administrative arpeggio. 
                A rest.
                “Martha.”
                “Yes, Mary.”
                “You will not believe the email I just received from our beloved Mr. Rogers CEO-Boss-Man.”
                “Won’t you give your labor?”
                “Cancel his flight to Chicago.”
                “No.”
                “Yes.”
                “No.”
                “Yes.”
                A rest.
                “Why, Mary?”
                “He no longer wants to go.”
                “After keeping you late last night to arrange the trip?”
                “Yes.”
                “He’s terrible.”
                “Horrible.”
                “Inane.”
                “Insane.”
                Mary and Martha swivel back to their instruments, striking ignited aggressions on little white letters.
                A rest.
                “Mary.”
                “Yes, Martha.”
                “Mr. Snyder CFO-Sir needs his shirts picked up from the drycleaner, and I have been sent to retrieve them.”
                Mary picks up a pen just to drop it in surprise. “You’re joking.”
                “I’m not.”
                “Unreal.”
                “For real.”
                “He thinks you graduated summa cum laude to pick up shirts?”
                “More like pick up the pieces of his life.”  They nod.
                “No appreciation.”
                “No perspective.”
                “No kidding.”
                Huffing and puffing, they swirl to squint at glowing plasma, recommencing the hall’s percussive chorus.
                A ring and the ladies jump.
                “Rogers CEO-Boss-Man.  That’s you, Mary.”
                “I wish it were you, Martha.” 
They smile.
Mary reaches for the phone.  “Why hello, Jacob.  Of course I can change the flight.  No, no problem at all.  On the website now—almost done.  Yes, I’ll send you the confirmation.  Yes, I will check your credit card to verify receipt.  Of course. Of course!  No problem.  Anything else, just call.  No, thank you!” A clang provides appropriate punctuation.
“Unbelievable.”
“Totally entitled.”
“Insufferable creature.”
“Worst boss ev-er.”
A rest.
“Mary?”
“Yes, Martha?”
“Who is worse—Rogers or Snyder?”
“Rogers,” says Mary.
“Snyder,” says Martha.  “He disdains and demoralizes, micro-manages and macro-maligns.”
“Rogers,” says Mary.  “He’ll wax and then waffle.  And—“ she leans in closer.
“What?” hushes Martha.
“He leaves nail clippings on his desk.”
“Nail clippings?”
“Indecent!”
“Unsanitary!”
“An animal!”
“A savage.”
And turning back, they clickity-clack, flicking fingers and stomping swinglines, plopping papers and banging bics, refrain resounding in their auditorium for two, own audience moved by the fury.  

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Wednesday Happy Hour

Can you sit with me,

Here,

On this bench?

May I lay my head on your shoulder?

If you must know,

Today was filled with talking,

Ten-thousand words poured into a sound soup.

Now my head is full of phrases.

I’m not sure what they mean, but,

When it becomes apparent that we have successfully identified and implemented best practices that optimize processes across operational platforms through integrated solutions that reconfigure focus within vital sectors resulting in at least seven key indicators of growth including expanded market share and improved margins all while reducing costs and increasing profitability which in turn solidifies us as the industry leaders serving to usher us into a new millennium of those who work Better – Faster – Now,

I’ll be sure to let you know.

In the meantime,

Do you know what sounds nicest to me?

Your hand on my hand,

A cool breeze,

And a view of the Charles.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Sucker

Last night, my resolution to eat well
Flew out of my head
Straight into a moonful of sugar.
I ate it all but forgot to taste it.
I didn’t forget to clasp my stomach.

Today, I missed my morning prayers,
Walked right past the spot
Where I drop my knees.
Too glum to feign appreciation,
The universe can thank itself.

Now, I tell myself I won’t text you.
Now, I tell myself I won’t call.
I should tell you that I won’t text or call.
Oops, I sent a :)
That isn’t :(.  That isn’t       

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Hopelessly Romantic

It was you who, plucking a kerchief from your breast pocket,
Reached over your shoulder and buffed away the smudge on the glass wall,
And me who, seeing through for the first time to a heart gently beating,
Realized that I was a hopeless romantic
And my eyes fell upon you.

This was no cupid’s arrow,
No strike that had me stumbling in the direction of an unknown.
No, this was a swell of a turn of a page,
A set of encounters that arranged themselves in pleasing verse,
And though not canonized,
Captured my eyes, my moment, and my tenderness.

When I tell you of my fondness for you,
It had little to do with your actually feeling back
(Although in dreams you could not help but reach for my hand).
It's in my mind that I can always reach back, smile up at your face,
Imagine lips crafted for kissing, if only with fingertips,
And there you can consent.

So take these words, if you like, and scatter them in the air;
It's too late to go back—you cleaned the wall, and now I know what I am.
But take these words, put them next to your kerchief, against your chest,
And if your eyes fall upon me,
And if you let fade to silence all the reasons and doubts and laws and hows,
We can be hopelessly romantic
Together.

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Indifference

How bad to make another person cry
Worse even still to make a person stop
When welling eyes have spilled and fallen dry
And once inviting doors are carefully locked

A trusting upturned face late full of smiles
A cornacopic heart so freely given
To take and leave in offhand manner vile
Light innocence besmirched until it dims

I watched you hold the babe and coo her name
I watched you come and go as well you pleased
Each time you left, her tears more cautiously came
Until your next return she didn’t need
            Be careful, if you think them always there
            A love eternal can succumb to wear



Monday, July 22, 2013

Hungry

I’m hungry for a new poem
My stomach cramps
Irritating words in that old alphabet soup
Words like want and now and clear
It’s stagnant, I say, and stale

I need a new poem
Something that sits on a different taste bud
Sweet or bitter—doesn’t matter
Shock my system out of that—
Bring it kicking, fresh

Time’s too short for these routine flavors
Repetitive predictable unpalatable patterns
Same notes—they make me tired, I say
I’m hungry for a new poem
And addicted to the old


Sunday, July 14, 2013

Claw

I want to stick in your mind’s eye like a claw
Sensation interrupts vision, blurring focus,
The world is a watercolor
Reconstructing into abstractions of me 
Before fading to black

The world’s tastes blend, bland
Everything a dry cracker caulking the throat
Smell my perfume and feel it thicken, saccharine
You big glutton, crave and starve or gorge and fester
Water will not help you

You read a story once
Maybe twice, maybe two thousand times
Its wisdoms swallowed, churned, dissolved
A--T--C--G littered about your mind
Tag, you're it, come get me

I'll rake, you writhe, itch spreading
Fingernails deposit cells, thighs to mouth to heart
For relief, come closer; scratching feels good
Many things feel good back here
With my claws, in you, in the dark