I care so much (Just not enough to want you)

I care so much.

Hear my voice quiver. Hear my words tremble and fall like leaves in a storm, haphazardly and without control. Could this happen if I didn’t care?

Hear my joyous exclamations at your uniquely sonorous tongue drenching me in your melody once more, to know that you’re alright. I knew you’d be alright, but what relief to know for sure! Hear me sigh in relief.

There’s so much to tell you—stumbling blocks and successes, family developments. The family asks about you often, you know. They’ll be thrilled to know you’re alright.

In an hour I’ll be crying—no, really—engorged tears welling up from the bottomless spring of affection recessed in sacrosanct folds of my heart—the metaphorical one. You meant so much to me; forever will you mean so much to me.

I care so much.